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rely on me.
your.papi

Name: NIGELL.NEO
Age: 17
School: Republic.Poly
Birthday: 280792
Your one and only
SouthEast.polarBEAR

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random.shit

I.love God
I.love family
I.love 13warriors
I.love W36G!
I.love W35M!
I.love Judo
I.love Soccer
I.love Music
I.love EXTREME!
I.love Durians?
I.want you
I.want youBADLY
I.know 2 is better than 1
I.know it can happen
I.hope to have a chance

Bleed.it.out





friends.for.sale

Sean's cool blogshop LOL
Afeeq :D
Ain :)
AmandaChenWeiFang
Amelia
Andrea
Anna Nu-er :)
Ardila
Axel a.k.a yongxiang :D
Bathilda Caijun
BF.nut :D
Brandon tallie! :D
Carolyn
Cheri :D
Cheryl Binny x)
Cheryl Seah :D
Cheryl Yao
Chin Kiang
Claria Small Head xD
Danial Asyraf :D
Debbie :D
Deborah xiaobai xD
Derrick :D
Desiree :)
Edna dudeeeeeeeee
Eileen Che :DD
Elaine Wong
eric.Z :D
Estelle :D
EXTREME blog :DD
Faizal 5sal
Fauzi Fauzio! :D
Firdauz :D
Gwen :D
Hadhinah :)
Hafidz :D
Heidi Seah :D
HuiQi GreatgrandDaughter :D
Huixin the smartgirl
Huixuan HS
Ilana
Inez keehong
Ingelica Assistant xP
Izzah SUN! :D
Jackie is black fat and un-holy
Jasmine
Jerrick
Jesslyn Teo Ah Teo LOL
JiaHui Eviltwins :D
Jiaxin :D
Jiayang
Karen :)
KAYINGthinksthatsheis.NICEST?
Kelvin Ah Lai :D
Kia Min Corn
Kim Ng Li Hui :D
Kenneth
Kylathinksthatsheis.AWESOME
Liqin :)
Liyana :)
Macdeline Macdonalds xP
Marilyn :D
Mas :DD!!!
Muneeeeeera :D
Nick :D
Nikki Fong :)
OCS :D
Ophila Small Thang xP
Pekyee
Rosabelle :)
Renie Monkeybutt :D
RICHELLE LIM-QUACK-KO!.
RuiJing
Sabrina RP :D
Sabrina
Sarah neo wei xin :D
Shi Min :)
Shirley
ShuMin xiaobear :D
ShuiChing Nu-er :)
Suriyanie :)
Suxuan aircorn xD
Syazwan Macter !
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Venus :D
Vincci COUSIN!
Wan Er :)
WeiHua Bridgette!
WeiZe :D
Wendy :)
WenHao Ah Nui
Wilfred :)
Winne <3
(x)tina xD
XinYi My Lil'Martian:D
YanLin :)
Yisin
YuanYiing
YuChuan :D
Ziana
Ziyang Damien

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May 2009
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October 2009
November 2009

thank you.

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Monday, November 9, 2009

Am i still capable of keeping this alive?
Do i still need to make more sacrifice so that you can see?
Do i have to stand in front of a crowd to shout "i love you"
or maybe stand outside your window ,whether rain or shine, to show you how much i care?

If it takes all of these or even more just to be by your side.
i would
cause you mean the world to me.









2weeks 5days


9:22 PM


Sunday, November 8, 2009

1 2 3 4 skin!!!
haha.
new skin btw :D

tell me how i can improve :/

went church today ar EXPO hall4.
guess who i saw.
my beloved PIG HEAD CLARIA.!
haha.

she had her service there with CITY.HARVEST @hall 8
and mine with NEWCREATIONCHURCH @hall4

2 of the biggest churches in SG
could have caused major traffic jam sia haha.

met mok dickson belle dean and kim there.
headed for service.
then left to wait for gerv and jon.

chit chatted with a few old time people.
so long nvr see them liao siol.
trained down to tampines.
where me and gerv headed to KFC and the rest to iKEA for kim's sweddish meatballs :/

maxtuned awhile and bought new anklets.
green and yellow :D

cabbed home after that.
well thats about it for today :D

2weeks and 4days


10:25 PM


Saturday, November 7, 2009

Wanting her is hard to forget, loving her is hard to regret, losing her is hard to accept,
but even with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet.



and btw,
happy "ang moh" bday ah ma :D!
<3



11:44 PM


Thursday, November 5, 2009

No mood to do anything
No mood to eat
No mood to sleep
No mood to do RJ

Its all over and done with.
But i will wait for you.

thats how much you mean to me.

ps. you dont have to worry about me :)
just let me be myslef. its not your fault.
dun because of this get all moody yeah?



what hurts to most?
was being so close.
Having so much to say
watching you walk away.



8:48 PM


Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Just finish writing a super long RJ lol!
didnt know it was so long until i submitted it 0_0.

well, physics was ok in the beginning, but then started to complicate me in the 3rd meeting :/
after school, went to watch rugby with gerv.

omg.
awesome shit i tell you.
4pm match was SG vs JPN
sg lost :(
almost won luh.
11-23 i guess?

then the next match was freaking interesting.
Kazakstan vs H.K.

The "borat" people were like as huge as me (seriously)
and 1 was as tall as Usain Bolt 0_0.

The "siew mai" people were like the opposites.
Small and puiny.
I remembered no.9 was as small as ..
er..
small luh.
LOL.

me and gerv thought it was gonna be an interesting one because its a Pure Str. VS Pure Agil.
We were so damn wrong.
the Kazakstan people were not only strong, but also freaking fast!
they won hk with a score of 58-14 :/
feel sorry for the hk.
they were like being bullied by MEN ( they really do look like one)
there was this one time where when the hk passed the ball already, same uber huge K-individual shoved her so hard, she flew 3m away from where she was standing.

but then the HK manage to bring them down. For such small people, its quite and impressing thing to do

Headed home after that.
Super tired x___x

thats all for today :D
tatas!~

btw. my sister is screaming all over her room. Not because she saw a ghost, or experienced some phenomena thing, but got into the class she wanted too -.-
BWG!!


10:01 PM


Tuesday, November 3, 2009

UT was kinda ok today.
although didnt refer to 6P much.
haha, hope can get an A.


8:09 PM


Sunday, November 1, 2009

Well,
aint going to school tmr, means no seeing her :(
got medical appointment with RSAF.

Went to work this afternoon.
damn sleepy,
couldnt concentrate on shit!
but still on task.
and it was PAYDAY :D
my 200 dollars just got banked in hahas.
but i doubt it would last me luh.

met gerv(again..) at parkway(again..)
damn sian of that place liao.
got a few real good Max Tune people there.
but most are clones zzz.

headed home and preparing for stuff to bring tomorrow :/
nites people :D


11:12 PM